Being immobile has been the catalyst in a creative flurry that is my only outlet now, since driving, walking, swimming, and so many other activities have been hindered by this:
I can’t put any weight on it, so I’m wheelchair bound for 3 months. My only outlet is creativity, so I thought I’d post more of my art journal entries.
An old friend of mine sent me this picture of a wedding gift I made her way back in the late 70’s, I’d totally forgotten that I’d ever done it, so it was a nice surprise to see an embroidery project from so long ago!
These frames needed filling so I took the current themes in my life, hope and grace, and painted them.
One day I really needed a clipboard for a class that I was taking and I couldn’t just have something that wasn’t creative, so I painted and decorated this blank space.
My style is all over the place but that is my life right now, I have to be consistently creating … it is my happy place!
“Something happening here, it ain’t exactly clear…”
I am truly amazed and stunned by the events of this past year! There were very high moments contrasted by the terribly tragic ones…certainly nothing I ever saw coming. Therefore, to my best effort I am telling the story of why my posts have been sporadic and certainly not deeply inspirational. Life is unpredictable at best.
Last May/June 2017 I went on the dream trip of a lifetime; to Israel, Jordan, and surrounding Holy Land sites. It was a deep longing in my heart for 40+ years. There is no way to relate how absolutely fabulous that journey was: the people, the history, God’s Presence, the majesty and wonder, the food, the friends I made, the shopping, and the encounters that wrapped me in ecstatic bliss while I were there.Then I took my first trip to the Emergency Room in Jerusalem to deal with the AFib attack on my heart, with lots of prayer I was released in only a few hours. This was the first of many attacks and fierce battles that began my year.
Arriving home, my husband and I joyfully went to a Christian Conference in Southern California in mid-June. While there I fell off 4 steps to the ground twisting and severely bruising my knees and feet, tearing the meniscus in my right knee. Another trip to the ER and about two months of elevating my knee for swelling and pain.
During that time I had three more visits to the ER with more AFib problems and two cardioversions, where they stop your heart then use the paddles on your chest to electrically restart your heart. “CLEAR!” They had no idea why this was happening since my heart was strong and healthy. The battle was growing more fierce though through all of that I knew God was with me.
My daughter and I took a road trip to Texas in August, to visit family and go to another conference (we have such hunger in our hearts to see the Lord moving, we will sacrifice all to seek out what He is doing in other places). My car broke down in the middle of the desert on a 104 degree day…warfare, but we saw God’s hand in every situation.
When we got back home, really all I could do was journal…
take classes, get more involved with people (my favorite thing), join groups in the church, and just live in the grace.
October 9, 2017 The wildfires plundered Sonoma County, burning everything in its path. Our entire neighborhood burned to the ground. So unimaginably tragic! The fire stopped 200 yards from our house, but everything else was gone…total miracle.
This is our neighborhood. Everyone was effected and traumatized, and still coping with the loss of everything.
There is tons of stories I could retell and they would prove God is real.
Two weeks ago I had surgery on my foot to repair some bone and cartilage degeneration, finding I also had a broken bone, which caused pain for a very long time, I am now in a cast for 3 months.
In closing, throughout all of the ordeals and seemingly harsh circumstances, I have remained strong, by God’s grace. I can truly say, “God is good, He is always good.” He has never left me strengthening me every day. My love for Him as grown more deeply because of the trust and faith in His ability to be faithful to my heart. I am looking forward to the future that will bring new adventures, new dreams, and new resources to our lives. Now I have more time to blog, create and paint…endless amounts of hours to bless you my friends!
Summer transitioning into Fall is a great picture of what’s going on in our lives now; in our spirit, and in our understanding. It is a time of change and renewal, a season of transforming. We are discovering that the change is sometimes hard to articulate…. we just “know” that something is different. I have been experiencing it in my own life; my thoughts are changing, my heart is changing, I want something new, something tangible, something fresh…I am hungry for the season of change in my relationship with God. Are you hungry for the deep things, the lasting things of the Spirit, and His Kingdom, now is the time to turn, turn, turn? Turn to the Lord, turn to the believing for new things, turn to finding your destiny as you wait for Him. This is a beautiful time of the year when God draws close, will you turn aside to engage His heart?